The little girl they couldn't see
Authorities believed Haleigh Poutre's many wounds were self-inflicted, and that her adoptive home was safe. What they missed nearly killed her.
By Patricia Wen
Globe Staff
The police officers had seen it all, but never anything like this.
Last December, they stood inside a bedroom in a
But now Haleigh was not only breathing, but also communicating. And it wasn't just any conversation. She was answering questions about who might have delivered a near-fatal blow to her head nearly three years ago.
Police were certain that Haleigh's tormentor was Holli Strickland, her adoptive mother. They believed Holli had duped doctors into thinking that Haleigh's many wounds over the years were self-inflicted.
Now police hoped that Haleigh, with the help of an alphabet board, would help seal their case. She might not be able to recall her attacker, but perhaps she could name the good and bad people in her life.
Who did you feel safe with?
Haleigh pointed to a series of letters: M-O-M
The detectives pressed on. Could she have meant her biological mom?
Haleigh pointed to five letters on her board: H-O-L-L-I
The answer was unexpected, but that, perhaps, should have come as no surprise. The case of Haleigh Poutre has involved one stunning turn after another.
A Globe examination of hundreds of pages of medical, social service, and court documents - many never before made public - as well as interviews with dozens of relatives, friends, investigators, and child abuse specialists, suggest that authorities failed repeatedly to understand the heartbreaking complexity of Haleigh's life. Time and again, they relied on assumptions about her that now seem dangerously wrong. What they didn't see would almost kill her.
Throughout Haleigh's childhood, doctors and social workers often treated unproven assumptions as accepted facts: Haleigh was a sex abuse victim. Haleigh had a self-destructive response to the sexual abuse, a kind of "post-traumatic stress disorder." Haleigh somehow gave herself every one of the bruises and cuts on her body that clinicians meticulously documented over the years.
And repeatedly, those who examined her assumed Haleigh was telling the truth when she said that Holli Strickland was a kind woman, truly the devoted adoptive mother and loving day-care operator that she seemed to be.
These days, Haleigh remains in the
But beyond all the public action there is this: The private, haunting story of a young girl, Haleigh, and her aunt, Holli, a relationship that began in love and ended in mystery, with one of them dead and the other nearly so. Theirs was an intimate, complicated bond that no doctor, no social worker, no investigator has ever come close to understanding.
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Haleigh and her Aunt Holli came from a large family in
She was known to discipline through a stern look or a sharp tone, not a slap. She valued family loyalty and education. An avid reader who grew up poor, she desperately wanted the next generation to achieve middle-class respectability.
When Young's teenage daughter, Sandra, gave birth on May 28, 1972, to a girl named Holli, Young worried. She didn't approve of the baby's father and was convinced Sandra wasn't up to caring for a newborn. The strong-willed grandmother declared that she would raise baby Holli - and eventually she adopted her.
Holli fulfilled many of her grandmother's goals. Growing up in
In her college yearbook, she wrote, "Gram, I hope to always make you proud. . . . Watch out world here I come!"
All the while, Holli was worshiped by a younger half sister, Allison, a second daughter of Sandra's. On Feb. 24, 1994, Allison, 17, gave birth to a baby girl, Haleigh, a name derived from an acronym of Holli's full name - Holli Anne Laurin Young - H-A-L-Y.
"I idolized her," said Allison Avrett, Holli's only sibling, in recalling their childhood relationship. "My sister was always there for me."
And Holli was always there for her niece, Haleigh, as well, often taking her on shopping excursions and for weekend sleepovers.
In the summer of 1998, Holli's already exalted role in her extended family grew when she agreed to care temporarily for Haleigh, then 4.
Allison, 22 and single, had joined her boyfriend, Jason Valles, on an extended visit to
When some relatives drove down to
Holli was now married to Jonathan Poutre, a factory worker, with whom she had a 2-year-old girl. When Haleigh joined them, they all lived in Constance Young's mobile home in
Shortly after Haleigh moved in, Holli allegedly overheard her make a strange comment while taking a bath with Holli's 2-year-old daughter.
"Can I be your special girl, I'll lie on the bed," Haleigh said, according to a medical record.
Based at least partly on this comment, Holli became convinced that Haleigh had been sexually abused by Allison's boyfriend in
Spokesmen from both agencies declined to discuss the investigation, but officials and relatives familiar with the probe said there was no conclusive evidence of a sexual assault.
Valles, who currently lives in
"They didn't find anything," he said. "There was nothing to find."
Still, social workers recommended that Holli assume temporary physical custody of Haleigh, apparently convinced that Allison had seriously neglected her daughter. DSS initially kept open the possibility of reuniting Haleigh with Allison, who has said she was trying to turn around her life.
However, about a year later, for reasons that DSS has not fully disclosed, the agency gave up on plans to return Haleigh to Allison. It recommended that the child be adopted by her aunt.
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As the country awaited the new millennium in December of 1999, Holli was looking ahead to a series of exciting and stressful changes in her life.
She was close to achieving her dream of suburban stability. Six months earlier, she and her husband had bought a modest Cape on a quiet cul-de-sac in
"Time out only if behavior doesn't change after many warnings," she wrote. "The minutes of a time out will coincide with the child's age. Ex . . . a 3 yr old in time-out sits for 3 minutes."
To help with her busy day-care center, Holli hired a teenager who lived next door to work as an aide. Alicia Weiss soon began spending off-duty hours at Holli's house as well. Weiss seemingly "lived there," said one neighbor.
Holli needed extra help. Around the time the family moved to
To care for Haleigh, Holli received roughly $500 a month from DSS. The girl was considered a "special needs" child because of her psychological issues, and her caretaker qualified for a state stipend.
Holli kept her two girls busy, enrolling them in dance classes and sports programs. She often dressed them alike. Neighbors admired Holli as diligent and disarmingly honest, openly telling them about her struggles raising Haleigh and difficulties in her marriage.
"She came across as absolutely authentic," said Mitchell Salnick, who sent his three daughters to Holli's day care for more than a year.
Holli's marriage to Poutre finally fell apart. In bitter divorce proceedings, she accused him of having an explosive temper and being physically abusive to her and the two girls. DSS investigated these allegations, which Poutre has denied to authorities. (Poutre declined to be interviewed by the Globe.)
Soon after Poutre moved out, Holli began dating Jason Strickland, a quiet, hard-working auto mechanic from
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Just as Holli Strickland's life had a new promising beginning, Haleigh's mood dimmed.
Starting in late 2002, when Haleigh was 8, she began missing school for days at a time. She was seen more frequently by local doctors and nurses for burns, bruises, and cuts. Haleigh was treated in psychiatric hospitals at least three times in 2003 and 2004. According to hospital records, doctors concluded that her wounds were self-inflicted, that she hurt herself because of "post-traumatic stress disorder" brought on by past sexual abuse.
Haleigh's troubling behavior included mutilating her lower lip, self-induced vomiting, and defecating on the floor, records show. She allegedly threw herself down stairwells in her home, which notes in her files describe as "stair surfing" stunts.
Haleigh sometimes suggested to doctors that she misbehaved to get more attention from Holli, who by the summer of 2002 was pregnant. She also often made oblique references to earlier troubles.
"I was having problems at home," she said, according to a medical document from
A doctor's summary of Haleigh's two-week stay at
One psychiatrist described Haleigh as an 8-year-old girl who was tearful and holding a "teddy bear in her arms" with "a scab of clotted blood on her nose."
During Haleigh's hospital stays, which totaled more than 30 days, doctors had ample opportunity to question the young girl alone about possible abuse. Written summaries of her hospitalizations make no mention of that sort of questioning.
So convinced were psychiatrists that Haleigh was hurting herself that they recommended that she receive a genetic test for Smith-Magenis syndrome, a developmental disorder that occasionally manifests through self-harming behaviors. One hospital record said the results were negative, though a DSS record suggested the test was never done. Meanwhile, doctors put Haleigh on several drugs to try to curb her aggressive behaviors.
Several people in
"She just sort of jumped, head first, down the steps," said Stephanie Adams, a former day-care parent. "Then she got up and it was as if it was a normal thing."
One close relative described watching Haleigh jab the inside of her mouth with eating utensils. Several neighbors said they observed Haleigh continually picking at a scab on her nose over many months, to the point that her nose looked deformed.
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As new wounds appeared on Haleigh's body, many neighbors, parents, and teachers in
Starting in September 2002, the Department of Social Services received more than a dozen anonymous complaints about Haleigh's bruises and unkempt appearance. One former day-care parent said she called DSS several times. This parent suspected Jason Strickland was a bad influence because Haleigh's life "changed after he became more active in the picture."
But DSS found no basis to accuse Holli or Jason of abuse, apparently relying heavily on doctors' and Holli's statements, as well as on Haleigh's own accounts of hurting herself or getting into accidents.
Yet Haleigh had numerous suspicious injuries, according to medical records and interviews with child abuse specialists. Among them were severe bruises in the middle of her back and cuts between her shoulder blades, atypical locations for self-injury.
She also suffered first-degree burns on her legs, allegedly from scalding bath water, which is a rare self-harming scenario, Dr. Eli Newberger, a
The explanations for some of the injuries were inconsistent. In April 2004, Haleigh's pediatrician saw her for a swollen eye, an injury Strickland said was from an errant softball. But Haleigh said she hit herself.
DSS social workers, who began having suspicions, occasionally questioned Haleigh alone. She would blame herself for her wounds and once wept about the prospect of being removed from her home. She allegedly told clinicians she wrote about some of her behaviors in a "worry journal" that she kept in her bedroom.
When a social worker in May 2005 asked 11-year-old Haleigh how she was punished if she did "something really wrong," Haleigh stated "she is sent to her room or can't watch TV." She denied ever being "spanked or hit" and expressed only fondness for her adoptive mother.
Haleigh's younger sister, who shared a room with Haleigh, also told investigators that neither Holli nor Jason ever struck her or Haleigh.
DSS was unable to find medical clinicians who would back up the idea that Haleigh was being abused.
Instead Haleigh's medical providers, as well as many in the
Suzanne Malloy, a Westfield nurse practitioner who had begun to examine Haleigh nearly weekly for "body checks" based on a DSS recommendation, described Haleigh as a mentally ill attention-seeker who is "very talented in getting into situations" where she hurts herself, according to a DSS record.
Carol Field, a social worker at the
Haleigh's two other regular clinicians, Dr. Rukmini Kenia, a pediatrician, and Dr. Frank Gatti, a child psychiatrist, also viewed Holli as a caring mother. (Through their attorneys, Malloy, Field, Kenia, and Gatti have declined comment. All four are named in the malpractice suit.)
Meanwhile, some neighbors began noticing that Holli gave Haleigh's younger sister more dance lessons and privileges than Haleigh. One neighbor described Haleigh, often busy with chores, as the "Cinderella," and the younger sister as the "princess."
Theories arose about what was happening in Haleigh's home. Some neighbors speculated that Strickland had Munchausen Syndrome by Proxy, a psychological disorder in which a caretaker creates injuries or illnesses in children to get attention from doctors. The younger daughter never seemed injured, leading some to speculate that Strickland had hostility toward Haleigh - perhaps based on deep-rooted resentments over having to take in her niece and lingering anger that she, too, was not raised by her biological mother.
As the summer of 2005 was ending, Strickland appeared overwhelmed. She had closed her day care. She had a new baby boy. Bills were piling up, creditors were demanding payment, and she borrowed $75,000against her house.
As all of this was unfolding, DSS recommended that Haleigh live for 90 days at a residential facility for troubled children, saying this would keep the girl safe from injury. But some of Haleigh's medical clinicians opposed the move, saying Haleigh had recently shown improvement.
"Her parents continue to do a good job with her, given Haleigh's mental illness," wrote nurse practitioner Malloy in a letter to DSS on Aug. 31, 2005.
Haleigh insisted she did not want to leave Holli's side. And Holli, after some wavering, ultimately said she wanted Haleigh to stay at home, telling a relative she was committed to her grandmother's vision of family unity.
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On Sept. 10, 2005, the weekend after Labor Day, the Strickland calendar included two soccer games for Haleigh's younger sister. On this balmy day, Holli, 33, and Jason, 31, and the three children were seen on the field, court records show. Haleigh helped carry a chair to the lawn.
That night, Holli called Weiss, asking whether she could mind Haleigh the next day. Holli said Haleigh had the flu and needed to be watched while the family went to the weekend's second soccer game.
Around 12:30 p.m. on Sunday, Weiss came over to baby-sit. According to Weiss's testimony in a court hearing, Holli said Haleigh was sleeping in her bedroom. Over the next two hours, while Weiss watched over Haleigh, Holli called several times from the soccer field, inquiring about Haleigh. Weiss told her that she had checked on Haleigh, and that the girl was sleeping.
She did not notice any obvious signs of injury, Weiss testified.
The family returned home around 2:30 p.m. While Jason watched over their son downstairs, Holli raced upstairs to check on Haleigh. Screams erupted in the bedroom. "Wake up! Wake up!" Holli shouted.
As the couple raced to the car, holding Haleigh's limp body, Holli suggested that Weiss go upstairs to check for evidence that Haleigh overdosed on some medicine or left a note, according to Weiss' testimony. Haleigh's younger sister joined Weiss. The sister found a note that Weiss quickly grabbed away from her. Weiss said she read only the first line of the note, which said: "I did it again."
Weiss testified that she assumed Haleigh had written the note, but that she was not sure.
As doctors examined Haleigh's battered and unconscious body over the next few days, they diagnosed her as suffering from a severe brain-stem injury, the kind that happens in a high-speed crash. Her brain trauma was also of the type seen in babies who are shaken violently, they said. According to records, doctors said they did not think Haleigh's injury came from a stairway fall or from any self-inflicted acts.
As doctors put her on life support, police officers began their hunt for Haleigh's assailant.
Holli insisted to police that Haleigh, inexplicably, lost consciousness after suffering a stomach ailment the night before. That night, she said, Haleigh also had a bowel movement accident in the bathtub. Jason said he played no major role in caring for Haleigh that weekend. Haleigh's younger sister told police that Haleigh may have hurt herself in the basement by attempting "a back flip with no hands," then hitting her head on the concrete floor as a result.
Police questioned the babysitter. Weiss initially described Holli and Jason as model parents. But about a week later, as the severity of Haleigh's injuries became clear, Weiss returned to the police station. She said that, over the previous summer, the couple more than once threw Haleigh down the stairs - and often struck her with an open hand or other objects, including a spoon or a plastic wand. She said she had never told anyone because Holli had convinced her that this was appropriate punishment for Haleigh's behavior.
Weiss also admitted in court that she once struck Haleigh with an open hand.
On Sept. 20, based on Weiss's testimony, police officers arrested the couple on child abuse charges. They were taken to a
News of the arrests stunned, and angered, many in
What came next was beyond their imagining.
On Sept. 22, just hours after being released on bail, Holli went to her beloved grandmother's apartment in a senior-citizen housing complex in
Around 6 the next morning, gunshots went off.
Young shot Holli, who was sedated with sleep medication, records show. The 71-year-old woman then called her former husband, saying she had killed Holli to end her misery. She had one thing left to do to complete the murder-suicide pact.
She shot herself. Both women died that day.
One suicide note, allegedly written by Holli, spoke of her feelings toward Haleigh: "Please know that I loved her. I could never have harmed her."
In that note, she also referred to her reasons for ending her life.
"This is going to be the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I need to do this for my kids. All 3 of them." she wrote. "This way, I can be with Haleigh, and [the two other children] won't have to live through this mess. I love my kids, you guys, without them, I have nothing."
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Holli may have thought she was joining Haleigh in death. But as so often before, Haleigh would defy the assumptions about her.
In the months that followed, DSS went before the state's highest court for approval to withdraw Haleigh's life support. One of Haleigh's two doctors agreed with the request, the other did not. Another dissenter was Jason Strickland, who would face murder charges if Haleigh died. On Jan. 17, 2006, the judges authorized the removal of Haleigh's ventilator and feeding tube to let her "die with dignity."
But a day after the ruling, doctors at
Her recovery has continued, to the point that last Tuesday in
And what might Haleigh say? During her interview with police last winter, she apparently did not shed light on what led to her brain injury, but she did say that she was physically disciplined, sometimes harshly, by Holli and Jason when she misbehaved.
Haleigh's younger sister, now 12 and living with her father, Jonathan Poutre, has since given police a revised statement. She now says that Haleigh lost consciousness after being thrown down the stairs by Holli and Jason. The couple's 5-year-old son, who is living with foster parents, has not made any disclosures about abuse in the Strickland home, records show.
Haleigh, now 14, has stayed for more than two years at
Haleigh apparently has adjusted to the fact that Holli Strickland is gone. News of the death of this important person in her life once caused her overwhelming anguish and grief. Now, however, Haleigh quietly refers to her adoptive mother as being in "heaven."
Patricia Wen can be reached at wen@globe.com