Not leaving an abusive husband

This is my 1st time on here,& I'm not sure what I can write about, or if I'm in the right place.  I wanted to join because of a number of reasons.  But how I found this site, (if I'm at the right site), was because I was in, and still in a controlling situation.  One that nobody believes I can't get out of.  Everyone has always said, "Why do you want to leave having someone take care of you? You have it made, he is a wonderful person, he loves you, "what's wrong with you, saying that you want your freedom?, there are no bars on the window. You really just don't want to leave".  The truth of the matter is I am a prisoner, he's a hateful man, and even though he doesn't beat me, he has owned me since I was 15. Does anybody here even know what I'm talking about, or am I truly insane for wanting to be free before I die?  

Do people answer these discussions, or did I do this wrong?  Thank you

Luke