ugh

Well this sucks matter of a fact everthing sucks. I know people have it worse but i dont know how they feel i only know how i feel and i feel like a true pile of shit. i have a good life i get what i want when i deserve it but nobody understands everbody thinks im just fine that i forgot all about that when i was only fucking four years old i remeber it like it was yesterday this bastard decided to abuse of me i happy he is in fucking jail where he needs to be he ruined my life and nobody knows what scar he left on me i have seen things a little girl should not seen  why was it me i am going through all this and im only a fucking dumbass  fourteen year i have nobody to talk to and nobody to understand me i have been looking for answers  but i cant find them