The most difficult question
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To me the most difficult question someone can ask me is: "What is it you want?". I always feel awkward and totally incapable of giving an answer. It is not just the pressure of the moment, it is more deeply ingrained. I hardly ever know in advance what I want. In order to not become completely indecisive, most choices are like playing eeny-meeny-miney-moe. Tapping into my own needs and wants is so difficult, especially when in the company of other people, who's wants and needs so easily become so much more important than mine, I easily forget all about myself, ending up a pouting nobody.
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