I am the wild mustang that became broke. My years of discovering the world and all those around me, defying my mother, taking the "off road" path that led me through so many obstacles that is now the memories of MY LIFE. I wonder if being tamed is actually my default personality, or me...exhausted. Being told I wasn't "capable" of bearing a child, now having 4 natural daughters & future step-mothering to 5 more children. Perhaps, I am still defiant... don't tell me I cannot.