RADical thinking

Fresh Prince of Bel Air: Will says good bye to his dad

Kerry — Sun, 04 May 2008 11:04:29 -0600

Parenting

Three Days Grace: Never Too Late

neophyte — Sun, 29 Jul 2007 19:33:01 -0600

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bTMpOD83xDw

This world will never be what I expected.
And if I don't belong who would have guessed it...?
I will not leave alone everything that I own
to make you feel like it's not too late.
It's never too late...

Even if I say "It'll be all right,"
still I hear you say you want to end your life...
Now and again we try to just stay alive.
Maybe we'll turn it all around,
'cause it's not too late.
It's never too late...

The one we'll never see is the side reflected.And if there's something wrong, who would have guessed it...?

The Bleeding Grounds

Dane Cook - Jesus Jokes

neophyte — Fri, 21 Sep 2007 12:40:21 -0600

Curious to see what happens in the Catholic Church?

RADical thinking

Galileo (indigo girls)

Kerry — Tue, 15 May 2007 20:16:49 -0600

Galileo's head was on the block the crime was looking up the truth as the bombshells of my daily fears explode i try to trace them to my youth then you had to bring up reincarnation over a couple of beers the other night now i'm serving time for mistakes made by another in another lifetime how long till my soul gets it right can any human being ever reach that kind of light i call on the resting soul of galileo king of night vision king of insight i think about my fear of motion which i never could explain some other fool across the ocean years ago must have crashed his little airplane how lon

RADical thinking

Tears For Fears with Oleta Adams - Woman in Chains

Kerry — Tue, 15 May 2007 08:08:44 -0600

You better love loving and you better behave
You better love loving and you better behave
Woman in chains, woman in chains

Calls her man the great white hope
Says she's fine, she'll always cope, ooh
Woman in chains, woman in chains

Well, I feel lying and waiting is a poor man's deal (A poor man's deal)
And I feel hopelessly weighed down by your eyes of steel
(Your eyes of steel)
Well, It's a world gone crazy keeps woman in chains, woh woh woh
Woman in chains, woman in chains

Trades her soul as skin and bones
(You better love loving and you better behave)

Intimate relationships

Bruce Springsteen - Radio Nowhere

Kerry — Mon, 10 Dec 2007 09:35:20 -0700

Video can be watched here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XmLt6kcZ72Q

I was trying to find my way home

But all I heard was a drone

Bouncing off a satellite

Crushing the last lone American night

(Chorus:)

This is Radio Nowhere

Is there anybody alive out there

This is Radio Nowhere

Is there anybody alive out there

I was sitting around a dead dial

Just another lost number in a file

Dancing down a dark hole (some say it’s “Been in some kind of dark cove”)

Just a-searching for a world with some soul

(Chorus)

Child placement

Stone Sour - Through Glass

Kerry — Thu, 16 Aug 2007 15:22:09 -0600

I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
Oh God it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head...
Cause I'm looking at you through the glass,
don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever, but no one ever tells you that
Forever feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head...

How do you feel? That is the question...
But I forget you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes initialized and folded up like

RADical thinking

Juno Trailer

neophyte — Fri, 25 Jan 2008 12:11:16 -0700

Dec. 2007 release of a movie that focuses on the life of a sarcastic, smart-ass teen who finds herself pregnant, and deals with more questions and choices than she knows what to do with (or for) herself than she ever thought possible.

RADical thinking

Tears for Fear - Mad World

Kerry — Tue, 15 May 2007 08:10:08 -0600

All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow
And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying
Are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
'Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It's a very, very
Mad World
Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday

Child abuse

The Black Crowes - She Talks to Angels

Kerry — Fri, 16 Nov 2007 08:25:52 -0700

She never mentions the word addiction
In certain company
Yes, she'll tell you she's an orphan
After you meet her family

She keeps a lock of hair in her pocket
She wears a cross around her neck
Yes, the hair is from a little boy
And the cross is someone she
has not met, not yet

Says she talks to angels,
Says they all know her name
Oh yeah, she talks to angels,
Says they call her out by her name

She don't know no lover,
None that I ever seen
Yeah, to her that ain't nothing
But to me, yeah me,
It means everything

She paints her eyes as black as night now

Message in a bottle

Three Days Grace - Animal I Have Become

Kerry — Wed, 04 Jun 2008 09:34:40 -0600

The Official video can be found @ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jbHn1Pgj6Zk

Full lyrics without interruption:
I can't escape this hell
So many times i've tried
But i'm still caged inside
Somebody get me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

So what if you can see the darkest side of me?
No one will ever change this animal I have become
Help me believe it's not the real me
Somebody help me tame this animal
(This animal, this animal)

I can't escape myself
(I can't escape myself)
So many times i've lied
(So many times i've lied)
But there's still rage inside

The Criminal Mind

melissa etheridge - Precious Pain

neophyte — Mon, 17 Sep 2007 00:09:01 -0600

Everybody's got a hunger
No matter where they are
Everybody clings to their own fear
Everybody hides some scar

Precious pain
Empty and cold but it keeps me alive
I gave it my soul so that I could survive
Keeping me safe in these chains
Precious pain

Everybody's got a reason
To abandon their plan
How can I think of tomorrow
With my sorrow in hand

Precious pain
Empty and cold but it keeps me alive
I gave it my soul so that I could survive
Keeping me safe in these chains
Precious pain

Each road that I walk down
Reminds me of you
This whole town is haunted

RADical thinking

Adoption - Over-Stimulation in Adopted Children

Kerry — Tue, 08 Apr 2008 03:34:32 -0600

April 2007
Dr. Jane Aronson discusses how children who have lived in orphanages are often overly sensitive to certain stimuli. [Please watch the other related videos for more on the "adoption experience"]

Child abuse

The Beatles - Dear Prudence

Kerry — Sat, 29 Sep 2007 12:42:15 -0600

Dear Prudence, won't you come out to play
Dear Prudence, greet the brand new day
The sun is up, the sky is blue
It's beautiful and so are you
Dear Prudence won't you come out to play

Dear Prudence open up your cocks
Dear Prudence see the sunny skies
The wind is low the birds will sing
That you are part of everything
Dear Prudence won't you open up your eyes?

Look around round
Look around round round
Look around

Dear Prudence let me see you smile
Dear Prudence like a little child
The clouds will be a daisy chain
So let me see you smile again

RADical thinking

Bruce Springsteen -The Ties That Bind (1978)

Kerry — Mon, 12 Nov 2007 08:22:11 -0700

Well tonight I'll pack my bag
And babe, tonight I'll ride
No there won't be anyone, no one at my side
It's just a cold dark highway, and a thin white line
Could empty me to the ties that bind
The ties that bind
No man can break the ties that bind

And in that lonely hour
Ridin' on the sun
Baby got to believe your the only one
There goes the strength in the odds
Is all I got to remind
'Neath no man can forsake the ties that bind
The ties that bind
No man can break the ties that bind

And tonight I'll pack my bag
And tonight I'll ride
And there won't be no one

RADical thinking

Breaking Benjamin - Breath

Kerry — Sat, 25 Aug 2007 14:53:28 -0600

I see nothing in your eyes
And the more I see the less I like
Is it over yet in my head
I know nothing of your kind
And I won't reveal your evil mind
Is it over yet I can't wait

So sacrifice yourself
And let me have what's left
I know that I can find
The fire in your eyes
I'm going all the way
Get away please

You take the breath right out of me
You left a hole where my heart should be
You've got to fight just to make it through
Cause I will be the death of you

This will be all over soon
Pour the salt into the open wound
Is it over yet
Let me out

RADical thinking

Dr. Ann Corwin: Attachment Theory

Kerry — Sun, 20 Apr 2008 17:20:09 -0600

Children are eager learners, but because their brains are still developing, they learn in ways we don't often think about. Seemingly small matters like eye contact or physical movement can be powerful motivators used to communicate certain messages to a child.

Child abuse

Linkin Park - What I've Done

Kerry — Sat, 25 Aug 2007 15:01:01 -0600

In this farewell
There's no blood
There's no alibi
Cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies

So let mercy come
And wash away

What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done

Put to rest
What you thought of me
Well I've clean this slate
With the hands
Of uncertainty

So let mercy come
And wash away

What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out what I've become
Erase myself
And let go of what I've done

For what I've done

I start again
And whatever pain may come
Today this ends

The Criminal Mind

All-American Rejects - It Ends Tonight

Kerry — Wed, 26 Sep 2007 07:38:46 -0600

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.

RADical thinking

Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers - Refugee

Kerry — Fri, 09 Nov 2007 11:42:43 -0700

We got somethin' we both know it
We don't talk too much about it
Yeah it ain't no real big secret all the same
Somehow we get around it
Listen it don't really matter to me baby
You believe what you want to believe
You see you don't have to live like a refugee

Somewhere, somehow somebody
Must have kicked you around some
Tell me why you wanna lay there
And revel in your abandon
Listen it don't make no difference to me baby
Everybody's had to fight to be free
You see you don't have to live like a refugee
Now baby you don't have to live like a refugee

Baby we ain't the first

The Criminal Mind

Metallica - nothing else matters

Kerry — Tue, 15 May 2007 09:35:23 -0600

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
And nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
And nothing else matters

Never cared for what they do
Never cared for what they know
But I know

So close no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
And nothing else matters

RADical thinking

The Beatles - Blackbird

Kerry — Sat, 29 Sep 2007 13:10:11 -0600

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free.

Blackbird fly, Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.

Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise,oh

RADical thinking

Gloria Gaynor - I'll Survive

Kerry — Wed, 21 Nov 2007 12:57:33 -0700

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye

RADical thinking

Europe - The final countdown

neophyte — Fri, 16 Nov 2007 17:41:53 -0700

We're leaving together
But still it's farewell
And maybe we'll come back
To earth, who can tell?

I guess there is no one to blame
We're leaving ground
Will things ever be the same again?
It's the final countdown...

We're heading for Venus
and still we stand tall
Cause maybe they've seen us
and welcome us all
With so many light years to go and things to be found

I'm sure that we'll all miss her so
It's the final countdown...
The final countdown...
It's the final countdown.

RADical thinking

Melissa Manchester - Don't Cry Out Loud ( CSI Catherine Willows )

Kerry — Mon, 19 Nov 2007 12:16:49 -0700

Baby cried the day the circus came to town
'cause she didn't want parades just passin' by her
So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown
While she danced without a net upon the wire
I know a lot about 'er 'cause, you see
Baby is an awful lot like me

Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside, learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all

Baby saw that when they pulled that big top down
They left behind her dreams among the litter
The different kind of love she thought she'd found

Child abuse

Paul Simon - 50 Ways to Leave a Lover

Kerry — Sun, 30 Sep 2007 08:57:05 -0600

The problem is all inside your head
She said to me
The answer is easy if you
Take it logically
I’d like to help you in your struggle
To be free
There must be fifty ways
To leave your lover

She said it’s really not my habit
To intrude
Furthermore, I hope my meaning
Won’t be lost or misconstrued
But I’ll repeat myself
At the risk of being crude
There must be fifty ways
To leave your lover
Fifty ways to leave your lover

CHORUS:
You just slip out the back, Jack
Make a new plan, Stan
You don’t need to be coy, Roy
Just get yourself free
Hop on the bus, Gus

RADical thinking

Sixx AM - Life is Beautiful

Kerry — Fri, 08 Feb 2008 17:24:34 -0700

This is one of those "Hit-rock-bottom-then-recover" songs I like when I get really pissed, frustrated and angry.

Knowing how close people get to death and suicide, feeling like a complete failure cannot ever be an option for me.

You can't quit until you try
You can't live until you die
You can't learn to tell the truth
Until you learn to lie

You can't breathe until you choke
You gotta laugh when you're the joke
There's nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,

RADical thinking

Brand New - The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows

Kerry — Mon, 12 Nov 2007 16:25:03 -0700

We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nursed the shoreline like a wound
Reports of lover's tryst
Were neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows

[Chorus: x2]
So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
If today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop out
Gave up my body and bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lower cases and capitals

I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then it's you I can do without

RADical thinking