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They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.
A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain
The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes
All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight.
Comments
"Just a little insight won't make this right"
Insight to adoption issues is the very reason why I hate therapists. They know so little about us, and what they do know and tell ("how to deal with it") is based on the bull-shit the agencies and the industry keeps telling and selling them.
We need a revolution in education.
An explosive revolution. One that blows the minds off of people, showing them how little and for how long adoption has been breeding it's own ugly web of lies to parents on both sides.
Therapists
What I find most disturbing is that so many adoption specialized therapists are adopters and with all trust issues involved I feel very uncomfortable about that. Adoptees as therapist can give a mess too. It's all too easy to start feeding off of each other's experiences, while complete outsiders often have no clue. I hate all this Triad ideology too, so that leaves me to be my own therapist I guess.