Pound Pup Legacy

My computer connection at home isn't working properly.  This isn't the first time.

First time this happened, hub-man tried to install Windows 2000 on Windows ME.

NOT. Good.  We not only lost use of our computer, I lost all my adoption information, photos from my children's first years, and emails I wrote those first years I started using the computer.

Such is my life and strife.

Once again I'm having contact problems with our MSN service.  Sign-in problems of some-sort, so I'm using the free-library service.  [Moms know this, because we take our kids to the public library, because it's a free place to take our kids to read, get out and do stuff.]

So... that's what's going on with me.

I haven't dropped-off the face of the earth.

I'm just trying to find my way around it.

BTW... my Neurologist dumped me.  She said I need a team of doctors.  Headache-specialists, actually.  I believe her words were, "You need doctors at the University level... someplace like New York City or Philadelphia".

Sure... I knew that.

Problem is, our health insurance only covers within the state of NJ, so I guess that means I'm screwed.

She wrote me three months of prescriptions for Topamax (migraine medication) even though she feels my headaches are not migraines.  Seems silly to prescribe pills for something I don't have.  I asked if it could be related to my pituitary... (hormone related and all)... she said "of course... it's all related to hormones"

So then, what's the root problem?

Stress and injury.

Primal injury, yes.

Separation.

Injury.

Neglect.

Abuse.

More neglect.

Abandonment.

Pills that don't soothe but replace and make, create and cause new problems.

I see the trend.

Do you?