Hey to all who wants to read..ok
so I know I gotta write back to some posts and stuff but I've just been working so much which kinda feels good..
sometimes I have the tendency to burn myself out though which I don't want to do anymore. Damn! ok..so my boss was talking to me tonight about being adopted though, wierdly. He's greek, so he kinda has an accent, but he knew what he was talking about, aside from him not being adopted-not because of his accent haha.
Anyway, right now what I'm working on..is saving money so I can get a place of my own..haha as stated in my post. I just don't know where I want to go or where I am supposed to go. Ok I'm gonna ramble now -wait, nevermind. I just seem to want to travel all over the place but I just don't understand it really...when will I ever settle down somewhere??? I am starting to feel old yet I'm 23. uuum...gosh sorry this is all over the place. I feel as if I am writing for an audience so I am writing differently. Ok well I'll stop that.
So, there's this boy-guy actually-far away from me and I want to go where he is. Does anybody get really swept away by emotions...feel a connection, mystical, or spiritual with anybody and then confuse it with love? Or is that love? I mean I know emotions isn't love...but ahhhh damn I wish I knew.
Well anyway gotta go now.
(I want to change my name to Jane)