ok so I know that I don't have a job right now, or a place to live but I do have cash in my pocket on friday, but as for these three days..I have no idea what's to come next. but somehow God always provides me.
ok I want to write so much in a discussion and up for questions but I feel really guilty that I haven't read very many of your posts and ...ok so I'm gonna make a point to do that and see if I can answer any of your questions. I promise!!
I wanted to write to say thanks for all your help before and everything because everything has been going pretty well lately. I'm involved in this seminar so that kinda helps...and I know you guys mentioned addicts before?? or did you??? and I actually sometimes go to aa...and if not just for the support..blah blah blah.
ok well I'm probably going to post something because I hope you guys will give me some comments on abandoment issues. ?? Maybe we already have a post on that- I have to check.
Anyway, ok so damn it I want to act..like in theatre and stuff. I feel like it's my calling. No, I'm pretty sure it's my calling. I just feel scared shitless about being in front of a million people. I mean I feel scared about even taking a class. I have a feeling though, that it will release emotions I need to release in a more healthy way.
Hey to all who wants to read..ok
so I know I gotta write back to some posts and stuff but I've just been working so much which kinda feels good..
sometimes I have the tendency to burn myself out though which I don't want to do anymore. Damn! ok..so my boss was talking to me tonight about being adopted though, wierdly. He's greek, so he kinda has an accent, but he knew what he was talking about, aside from him not being adopted-not because of his accent haha.